uh so I just completed my first term in chemical engineering. I generally like
to work my ass off in my calm, mellow, concentrated way till I get high off of
whatever it is I am studying but despite this I was unable to achieve Dean’s
honour list. I am so fucking depressed. Also I really really really want to go
to grad school. Are they gonna care if I didn’t achieve my full potential in my
very first term in university? Sometimes I just feel like dropping out to
chemistry or philosophy or something.
spill whatever you know that may be useful in this situation.
much thanks and love.